Drugs

Reputation

Respect

Death

Revenge

Justice.

Its not normal not at all, but that’s life.

1. Negative energy

2. alot of pain.

3. Bad thoughts.

4. And speaking with the dead.

You may think and then go ” What the fuck! ” Well crazy i’m not and i can tell you that at first i i thought it was going to destroy me. But ti didn’t it made me stronger in and outside. and there were times i just wanted to give up but i didn’t…

But thats what makes us stronger, and it gives us the will to hang on and to fight our demons. There are many ways to fight our demons here are some ideas and ways.

1. Have a strong will

2. Have good vibes such as candles, dream-catcher

3. Spirit animal.

4. Courage

5. Keep  a diary.

6. Keep busy

7. Talk to a close friend.

But you must understand that it will take time so don’t stress, or worry about it nature will take its course. i never said that life was easy cause its not, as my friend said once ”  ITS THE ONLY WAY WE CAN LEARN FORM OUR MISTAKES. WE EACH TAKE A SMALL PART OR A BIT AWAY WITH US AND WE DO OR SEE WHAT WE WANT TO SEE IT AS.”

Life is surrounded by and with negative and positive energy! there is nothing we can do but to try accept it and live with it the best way we can.

• As god would say he loves us all in his own way. In life we all make mistakes we are only human but as normal we all must live with the consequences and our actions as also the chooses we make or have made in our lives being so means present past and yes our future. as well as learning so we we don’t repeat  the same error’s again.

• Now everyone has a right to a second chance but nomore then a second chance. but if you do crime you have to the time no matter what the crime should be.

What i write is real i hope that i do not offend anyone, i just write what i feel, experiances on my life as well as in my life. Its me and its who i am, once i start i can’t stop! LoL.! I’m only being me as well as being honest in the way i write and how i write.

My heart speaks louder

And it speaks for me in a way that i can not explain.

I’m on line most of the time, at any time so you know, i have lots to say and loads to write about all in one go. I have aslo have written some poems, letters to certain people. i ahve written on events people and things on my life and in my life its my nature.

bye for now.

Ah love is like a fragile rose,

Its like the earth the sea.

As you try to touch it you can’t,

Love is precious

Love is sweet, romantic.

It holds us its unites us,

In our minds and hearts.

Love is like a big cloud so soft.

Love is grand its special,

Its like thy wind you can feel it.

But you can’t see it.

Love is like the a dance it has rythem ot it.

Like a sweet tsngo or a song.

It touchs us in everyway that our hearts,

Get very warm and cosy.

love is like a dream, you

Never want to wake up.

A fantasy it is i think.

Love is like Romeo and his juliet.

Or Jack and Rose.

Its never ending,

Its Snowwhite and her prince,

Or sleeping beauty and her prince comes to save her.

Love is so beautiful,

Love is kind but sometimes hurts.

Its like fire yeah its like your heart is on fire.

love can get each of us through the day.

It makes our hearts shake,

Love is passion and wild with lust and sudcation.

Love is a like a pudding well sort of.

Love is a spell like magic.

It is magical, its happiness.

Oh love Come and warm our hearts,

Like the heat, thje sky.